We’ve been burning here for months now.
The Blue Mountains, from the north of the Wollemi National Park to the deep south of Kanangra, has slowly but surely transformed from a stunning vista of eucalypt forests into a black moonscape, bereft of identifying features.
The fire has destroyed homes and threatened villages with new dangers appearing almost every week, fuelled by hot conditions, dry landscapes and wind.
The anxiety comes and goes, wondering whether this will be the week it’s our turn to lose our house, our belongings, our lives.
What surprises me is how many people secretly wish since the beginning of this fire season, to lose everything they own and start again. How many have longed for a fresh slate? I have talked with many people and been surprised at the sentiment of “the fire can take it all… I’m insured”.
It seems we don’t really want our stuff, but we don’t want to get rid of it ourselves. We want an external force to remove it from our lives. We want to be free of the weight of our belongings, those “things” that tie us to earth, to our past, to our background, to our fears of loss and our anxieties of the future.